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  <title>Riva-Riv</title>
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  <updated>2005-06-13T21:43:59Z</updated>
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    <title>lvjrnlsdmb @ 2005-06-13T16:42:00</title>
    <published>2005-06-13T21:43:59Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-13T21:43:59Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i like getting my points across :-) woa.... riva is like such a happy girl today... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lvjrnlsdmb means live journal is dumb which it is... which is why i am going to stop typing.... now!</content>
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    <title>lvjrnlsdmb @ 2005-06-11T10:19:00</title>
    <published>2005-06-11T15:32:53Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-11T15:32:53Z</updated>
    <lj:music>yes!  hehehe i'm really starting to like this band alot</lj:music>
    <content type="html">no more zwerbla....no more anything thing that bothers me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i undrstand it is the best thing to talk to friends. but when it comes to daniel and, i shouldnt talk about to other people about our problems if any. some things are my buisness. sometimes when something is bothing me i don't want to talk to everyone about it. soetimes when things between me and daniel are  bothering me, i just want to talk to daniel about it. i'm just going to be honest here....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i appriciate it when people offer to be there for me. thats what friends do. i love you guys more than words really. but its the fact that when something is bothering me everyone can tell. i dont feel its right to force it out of me which some people do not all. i love you guys for caring. its hard for me to say i dont want to talk about it. the truth is that i do. but it is useless if i don't go straight to the source. i need to have a personal life. i dont. nothing with me is personal.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i trust you guys so much that i am open with you. too open. i have no secrets at all. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have had secrets where they shouldnt have been... and were they should have they weren't... there thats how to put it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thank you for being there for me to talk to. if something is wrong with me and daniel i need to talk to daniel. no anyone else. you guys have been so supportive but he is honestly the only one who would solve anything between us. this is our realtionship. i have made it everyone else's. that was wrong. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i think thats all i have to say</content>
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    <title>wahoooo</title>
    <published>2005-06-05T16:02:54Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-05T16:02:54Z</updated>
    <content type="html">hello &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today is like... this big rotten apple.... i mean.. i like apples.. the green ones cuz they are sour and good but anyways... so i'm trying to do alot of work. i unplugged my tv so i wouldnt use it. i signed offline so i wouldnt go on. i cheated once today already. oh well. i dont know how to help myself. its not that its so hard. i feel so dependent. anywasy.. i'm boring u&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so i really dont know why i am writing in here.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm feeling really overwhelmed for many reasons latley and the people i want to care just don't &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i think i can't focus cuz i dont have music on. i just realized thta. thats weird.. i always have music on. i should go put some on. music is good. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so, i'm about ready for camp i got all my stuff. it should be fun. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;bla bla bla let me tell u a story&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ok&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;once upon a time there lived a girl named zwerbla. she liked to think alot. she didnt really like to write. she wasnt very average. she had a boyfriend that rarely ever showed he cared about her which made her really sad. she wished he did. she wasnt sure if he was ready to be in a realtionship because he didnt understand how to be a boyfriend. she wanted him to. and she tried everything in her power to make it work but he would only say sorry and nothing would ever chage. zwerbla liked her friends. she liked to meet people and talk to them. even if she didnt know them. zwerbla wasnt afraid of anything which is what really made her cool. she wanted to die falling off an airplane. she used to lie to climb trees with her kitty but then it ran away becuase her dad didnt listen to her. most of the time she felt no one listened to her. it was frusterating. if she was ever not 100% sure she would say it. but when she was 100% sure people would dought her still. it made her kinda wanna kill them. she didnt like to be doughted. alot of people felt the could trust zwerbla because they counldnt think of any reason not to and she never abused a friendship. zwerbla thought about her boyfriend alot but thought he never thought about her. it was kinda obvious he didnt like her as much as she liked him. he just didnt know how to show he wanted to be with her. zwerbla is a person. zwerbla liked to sleep.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that is the end of my stroy.................&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yahooooooooooo are you sleeping brother john? i dont have a brother john.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;elephant/?/?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;how do you do?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; i dont like it when people tell me things i dont want to hear. i wish they wouldnt.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;penny loafer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ok... i think thtas it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i need usic and to do my work... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i love you</content>
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    <title>bordness</title>
    <published>2005-04-20T18:45:57Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-20T18:45:57Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i have to get ready soon for a rehersal but i was bored so decided to take a bunch of random quizzes....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table width="400" align="center" border="1" bordercolor="black" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="center" bgcolor="#A8FFB3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;h3&gt;Your Linguistic Profile:&lt;/h3&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#D9FFD8"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;45% Yankee&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#A8FFB3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;40% General American English&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#D9FFD8"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10% Dixie&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#A8FFB3"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5% Upper Midwestern&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#D9FFD8"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;0% Midwestern&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com/amenglishdialecttest/"&gt;What Kind of American English Do You Speak?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table width="400" align="center" border="1" bordercolor="black" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#66FF33" align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style="color:black; font-size: 14pt;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Your Irish Name Is...&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#66CCFF" align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style="color:black; font-size: 14pt;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;You Will Die at Age 76&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#FFFFFF"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;font color="#0000CC" size="+6"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  76  &lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color="#000000"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And how you'll die as well.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatagewillyoudiequiz/"&gt;What Age Will You Die?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table width="400" align="center" border="1" bordercolor="black" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#66CCFF" align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style="color:black; font-size: 14pt;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#FFFFFF"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.quizdiva.net/bt/bt/charismatic.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color="#000000"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic!&lt;br /&gt;You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale.&lt;br /&gt;You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack&lt;br /&gt;It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com/seducerquiz/"&gt;What Is Your Seduction Style?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table width="400" align="center" border="1" bordercolor="black" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#66CCFF" align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style="color:black; font-size: 14pt;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;You Are 25 Years Old&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="center" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;font color="#0000CC" size="+6"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  25  &lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color="#000000"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatagequiz/"&gt;What Age Do You Act?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table width="400" align="center" border="1" bordercolor="black" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"&gt;
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    <title>lvjrnlsdmb @ 2005-04-19T07:51:00</title>
    <published>2005-04-19T12:53:11Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-19T12:53:11Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i'm annoying</content>
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    <title>plans...</title>
    <published>2005-04-18T23:06:42Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-18T23:06:42Z</updated>
    <lj:music>smallville</lj:music>
    <content type="html">tomorrow... is tuesday.. i'm pretty sure i'm hangin out with rachel and callie in north hapmton then sleepin over nikki's with katie cass and maybe ash... hm.. should be fun...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then wednesday... i might be chillin w/ hilary... and then i have a rehersal.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thursday... i have dance team auditions... then probobly hangin out with heaffer, Bee, and caitlyn... our possi... love those girls...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then friday in the morning.. leaving for lowell... be with family&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then saturday is the first night of passover... and time to be with family and have a blast and get drunk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then sunday... go to rhode island to be with dad's family... for the second sedar... then go to sleep around 2 and wake up around 4 to ba back at school cuz i will miss everyone so much.... and then the DOE is coming and hopfully i wont have a hang over from the 4 glasses of wine like last year... maybe i will go into school late... probobly not.... i dont want to... my dad better take me to school or i'll be really mad... oh well ... fun times... this is going to be a good rest of the vacation... but njow i have more laundry to do and finalize plans and more homework that i probobly wont do but yea... leave me comments and tell me how much you love me.... tehehhee lss than 7 days!!!</content>
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    <title>hard work</title>
    <published>2005-04-17T14:56:37Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-17T14:56:37Z</updated>
    <lj:music>yoga soundscapes</lj:music>
    <content type="html">last night, i watched i heart huckabees... and then envy... if i died right now my life would be complete...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;good story tell it again...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yea.. i have been doing so much work!!! omg i feel so much better... i still have a good amount left to do but i have done so much that i feel really great... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this morning... i went off... at bruce and my mother... about how we live.. its funny, when i talk out loud to people, i learn.. from myself. they are so sheltered. i'm not much better... ad i understand i have ssooo much to learn but i know so much more than i used to. so that counts. i feel really smart latley. i understand so much more than i would have last year. i have grown so much. i like me. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;AAHHH 8 days till i see daniel... ok riva shut up... nice&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i want to meet adam's girlfriend alyssa. i have heard nothing but good things.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am a random person&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm not procrastinating... i'm just taking a break... i need to... i'm not worried i will work my brain to hard but sometimes if u take a break, when you come back your focus is better and you ideas flow more...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have become so much stonger with my focus in the past month... i like me...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"how can i not be myself"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- he was not himself. we was fake and did not say how he felt so he was someone else. then, he had the same emotion as albert... and i was like well just because he has the same emotion as albert does not mean that he is the same person. then the same situation happened, with the charter being taken away. then the lady in the elevator was like albert we should have stuck with you and albert was brad and brad was albert... then the african doorman was there and it was like omg coincidence is around us. you have to believe in coincidence... one time i walking in to my mom's room.. about a year ago... and the only part of the movie signs i saw was when he was like "i don't believe in coincedence." that day changed my life.... i looked at it as a sign... i look at it as everything has a reason. but right there was a coincedece.... my life it a coincedence. i heart huckabees has now chaged my perseptive again. woa... and there is more... but yea.... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i don't like to say everything i feel online.... for some reason i find it fake... idki like to talk about life and theories... and i like to talk about it but not type it to everyone its too random... btu every once in a while i might say a little bit about lifeeeeeeee but probobly ot... so talk to... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;another event.... jonah helped me... that was a key event.... he chnaged my perseptives... so now we have&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i heart huckabees&lt;br /&gt;my brother&lt;br /&gt;jonah&lt;br /&gt;cat's cradle&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hm... idk what else... but these are my events... my happenings... i'm most honest person i know&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the end... daniel and i promised we would stop saying good story tell it again... its kinda hard...</content>
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    <title>everything</title>
    <published>2005-04-16T18:44:17Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-16T18:44:17Z</updated>
    <content type="html">so thursday was a hard day... but really good... daniel left for mexico.... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;friday i had catalyst rehersal and then i couldn't go to cass's grandfather's funeral and i felt really bad because i didn't have a ride... i slept over callie's and i had alot of fun. i love her... she doesn't lie to me... thats important in a friendship. probobly the most important thing...we watched i heart huckabees and i fell asleep for like a half hour becuase it was like 5am but i need to watch it again is liek the best movie ever... when i was watching it i was like woa it reminds me of kurt vonnecut... woa i really wanna see it like 37 more times. and we watched rocky horror picture show and i never saw it before and then this morning we watched garden state and she had never seen it... i love that movie times 439785634185 tehehehe so i got home and i am supposed to go to boston to see my brother and his girlfriend cuz she is in a play but my mom doesn't wanna drive me to riverside to take the T cuz she has been driving all day... understandable. i wanna go to Jay's party but i dont think i'm going to... just because i will be the only person there who respects my body and doesn't smoke... oh well.. i respect their decisions i just don't want to be a part of it... even though i fricken love Jay to fricken death cuz she is amazing aaahhh... so yea... i'm having a really hard time without daniel sad... i'm not like dependent on him he just makes me really really really happy... and no we aren't going out if u were going to ask me... cuz everyone asks us and he says yes and i say no and the truth is no... ahhaa and everyone believes him over me... god i really don't get it he can be so sarcastic... o guess it cuz we act like we are going out... oh well what can i say. hm... so the Department of education is comming on monday and i am going to be whicked tired and tipsy cuz it will be the second night of the sedar at my uncle's in rhode island  and he is an orthodox jew so the sedar last until like 2am... oh well its fun.... anyways... i changed my pictures on myspace and i'm happy... i hope people comment. i have a shit load of homework that i plan to do this vacation so i probobly wont update this whole time... hm...lets talk...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;woa... i love pvpa and everyone there.... i don't think theres really anyone that i really don't get along with... omg i love rachel... cuz she is the best... aawww... i miss everyone so much and LIVI omg she was sick all last week i hope she feels better my sweetie.. english class isnt the same without her... i hope i can go to school on monday and i hope i get back in time for school because i will want to see everyone... its going to be really hard without them... mostly becuase i am thinking about it. oh well....    hhmm...i think thats about it... i'm going to take a shower cuz i love showers and then maybe i will do laundry and clean and then so homework... i'm a good little girl... i'm going to ask mom to rent i love huckabees cuz i wanna see it again... like 37 times... like</content>
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    <title>hahaha</title>
    <published>2005-04-12T11:17:30Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-12T11:17:30Z</updated>
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    <title>smile so wide</title>
    <published>2005-04-12T11:12:35Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-12T11:12:35Z</updated>
    <lj:music>goo goo dolls: what you think about me</lj:music>
    <content type="html">so today is going to be a eally good day. for some reason i am ready 30 mins early... oh well... i'm really happy right now. this is really good... cuz i'm like actually like sencerley happy and i like that... who wouldn't... um... i think i don't like live journal... but i'm giving it a chance i'm really try... i just don't want to post stupid stuff that no one cares about... i think thats y this is hard for me... hey i just noticed i put "..." after everything i say... oh well... it can be my trade mark... ha god now its kinda anoying. but so anyways... catalyst is working on noble's peice today and it should be fun. friday is going to be fun becuase i'm going to catalyst rehersal then callie's with rachel and ashley and some other people i don't know i think becuase its her birthday... i have to get her the best present in the world!! hm... my burn on my finger kinda hurts but not as much as it used to... i was making quesadillas i grabbed the handle and my finger touched the metal and i have an icky blister... i have never really had a blister... ew... anyways... today i am going to smile alot... yea... ok... well i have to leave for school... good story tell it again....</content>
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    <title>AMAZING then... not so amazing</title>
    <published>2005-04-11T22:24:22Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-11T22:24:22Z</updated>
    <content type="html">TODAY WAS AMAZING.. i was smiling... then... i wasn't as much anymore... good story tell it again</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lvjrnlsdmb:1681</id>
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    <title>buhumbug</title>
    <published>2005-04-09T15:24:08Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-09T15:24:08Z</updated>
    <lj:music>busted stuff..  DAVE mathews band</lj:music>
    <content type="html">so i'm doing alot of work.... yea .. right... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well i'm trying to do alot of work but i can't focus. i found that is a problem for me. and procrastination. like i can do the work but sometimes i feel like i'm doing it wrong so i just kinda sorta sit there and stare are the paper. sometimes ti helps to listen to music and light candels and insence... which i what i'm doing now. seriously you wouldn't even know it but fire helps me so much. its so spiritual and real and it makes me feel so calm. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so my "things" are getting better it its all going to work out i just have to be pacient... can't spell... but i don't want to be but i don't have a choice so i'll just wait... today i feel like smiling even though i feel like screaming. if i think about certain things i feel different so yea?? idk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i lead warm up yesterday at fame and everyone liked it... but then i let alia take over cuz i still don't know the anounciation things... but instead she did some weird thing where you find someone to make eye contact with and it didnt really work and everyone was complaining which was annoying... oh well.. omg i just thought of somethign and got happy... anyways... its almost callie's birthday!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OMG this weekend is going to be so fun YEA!! i can't wait till sunday.. idk if i should go to school on monday... yea...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yesterday we had a meeting with who ever wanted to go... and i spoke to half the school and it felt really good to hear what everyone had to say about whats going on... and i love pvpa so much and everyone who goes there should feel so thankful because you have so much freedom and rights. EVERYONE was so wise and spoke so well. you guys light up my life you are so considerate.... anyways i feel better after that meeting and i feel like so content. thanx bob and everyone who set the forum up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;will someone tell me how the fuck you add friends??? k thanx by i'm going to get to work... i think</content>
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    <title>CALLIE and ASHLEY</title>
    <published>2005-04-07T21:48:27Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-07T21:48:27Z</updated>
    <content type="html">OMG I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT I LOVE CALLIE AND ASHLEY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i need to make a post about it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;because.... hmm.. ok i love them&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we have so many fucking funny memories&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hahhahaha &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WE are the hottee or hottea car pool they rock my fucking life everyday... and it needs to be known...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;memories....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the red sticks!&lt;br /&gt;the lunchbox&lt;br /&gt;chai&lt;br /&gt;haha todas&lt;br /&gt;fame memories &lt;br /&gt;omg omg omg i love you two we laugh about so much i can't even right it...&lt;br /&gt;that cat .. the one with the blood&lt;br /&gt;ashley's eye jolts.. and her vein&lt;br /&gt;hahaa and our inpersonation haha .... hey #$%@#$ how was your day? .... pause... what....?&lt;br /&gt;omg my life... you to make me me.... u two are like my everything everymorning... and when i screamed at the radio.... omg &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hahaha ok yea i just love you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm done...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is the end of this police message.. goodbye</content>
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    <title>YIKES!</title>
    <published>2005-04-07T21:36:31Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-07T21:36:31Z</updated>
    <content type="html">oh gee oh gosh golly...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today was good, bad and everything in between but mostly confusing. aahh!! just boy drama and love triangles and everything always has to be so hard. it started off amazing and then i just got really confused i just wish i new what to do. anyways fanme is tomorrow and i'm excited even though i have done it so many times... someone needs to be excited :-)... welll i have to go to dance soon... just like every other day. and i'm really hungry and i want to take a hot bath with candels and insence and i just forget everything and have my room cleaned and just smile and be happy and be with the person i want to be with... and i thik thats what i'm going to do... and listen to soft music!!! aaaww&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so today the "school nurse" checked my hight, weight ears and eyes... woally god i'm 4' 9" tehehe and i weight 93 wooooooooa i gained 4 pounds.... and i have perfect ears and eyes good job riva... so moving on....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;AH&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;omg yes!!! ok so today was the last class of fame... and i was walking to find where i left my bag and who do i see but SEAN VERNAN!!! omg i miss him so much and i'm going to take his poetry class on tuesdays and wednesday!!! oh gosh golly i love him....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hhmmm.... omg so here is my weekend... friday catalyst rehersal then fame... then next day i have fame and then next morning i wake up at 5 so i can be at kates at 6 with dance team then compete and then go to a fame matinaee after competing... yikes... and thats just a summary then cast party and then callie's to sleep over.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yadda yadda yadda... i wanna talk to hotcakes he makes me smile and i make him smile............... end &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yea i wish it was the end....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i should post some of my poetry... i wrote something in songwritting and recording today and rowan and i are going to calaberate man i love that kid.... hhmmm  i guess here it is so far... kinda lame but thats ok i wrote it really quick...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so many themes to write about&lt;br /&gt;wanna put them all in a song&lt;br /&gt;place them in a box to keep forever&lt;br /&gt;smash into a peice of everything&lt;br /&gt;and i want to be a part of it&lt;br /&gt;sliding through an open space&lt;br /&gt;not lacking wisdom or talent&lt;br /&gt;not modest or intimidated&lt;br /&gt;i'll sing the words that inspire you&lt;br /&gt;and open up your mouth to speak&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yea heres a game... no one ever understands my writting so i wanna know what you think it means.... and if u get it right u will get a prize so comment... pleaseand then i'll tell u ... and its an easy one so i have faith in you!!! yeayea good luck peace</content>
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    <title>lvjrnlsdmb @ 2005-04-06T16:29:00</title>
    <published>2005-04-06T21:50:22Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-06T21:50:22Z</updated>
    <lj:music>pink floyd, dark side of the moon</lj:music>
    <content type="html">so hi, today was a day...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i still can't believe i am writting in this dumb thing anyways...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the whole issue at school is stirring me up but right now i'm just not in the mood to babble about something that frusterates me so much. so let talk about something else... i have dance tonight and i realized that i have had dance everyday for that past like 3 weeks exept for yesterday. anyways yea so i've been pretty tired. i have my solo class tonight and i don't even remember what we added on. So soon i will be going to my solo every other wednesday and then heaffer and i can ride our bikes to dance and it will be nice cuz it is nice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i haven't heard from BIMA the summer progam i might go to. and cale applied so that would be extreemly awesome if we both went cuz i love my caley... yea so i just got off the phone with my mom and she hung up on me cuz i didn't know what to get for supper ha wow... i love spring its so nice out i wish i had a boyfriend :-( ... seriously though i haven't been single for this long in forever ahhhh!!! i have been single since october... i mean fricken daniel has already had two girl friends this year and hes daniel damn it alllllllllllllllllll yea... well oh well.... hi i think i'm done. i wanna go read cats cradle cuz kurt is a genious. i feel like listing things that make me happy...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. ice cream&lt;br /&gt;2. tongue peircings&lt;br /&gt;3. omg the fact that i have a vt social security number so i am legaly a citizen of vt to i can get my permet and use my dads address and be driving soooooon&lt;br /&gt;4. wearing pjs to school&lt;br /&gt;5. walking with alia&lt;br /&gt;6. insence and candles&lt;br /&gt;7. thinking&lt;br /&gt;8. tarrot cards&lt;br /&gt;9. dave mathews&lt;br /&gt;10. stuffed animals&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ok thats enough&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmmmmmmmm i love you</content>
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    <title>hi... for the very first time</title>
    <published>2005-04-04T23:12:20Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-04T23:12:20Z</updated>
    <content type="html">ok... so i don't really like live journal... and heres y&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. i don't like the fact that people leave their deepest secrets on an internet site&lt;br /&gt;2. i have no time&lt;br /&gt;3. i have no time&lt;br /&gt;4. its a waste of time&lt;br /&gt;5. um... damn i can't think of anymore&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ok so heres why i decided to use it....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. i have alot of things i need to say&lt;br /&gt;2. i want to make people laugh&lt;br /&gt;3. people are amused&lt;br /&gt;4. um... thats really all i can think of ... anyways... i have to get to dance... and then i have more homework but hopefully i will add later... cool k nice... later</content>
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    <title>Testing... 1, 2, 3...</title>
    <published>2005-04-04T22:57:18Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-04T22:57:18Z</updated>
    <content type="html">This is Kaite testing Riva's page.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is Kaite testing Riva's page.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Still Kaite....</content>
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